I’ve always felt like there was something wrong with me mentally since the person I was practically in love with for 3 years hurt me I’ve never been happy, I spend all day on my ps3 on my phone on my laptop I seperate myself from others I don’t like being with others I prefer to be alone, my family hate me they all compare me to my perfect sister, I don’t talk to people I don’t ask for things I stay quiet but sometimes I go crazy In arguments I sometimes have to be pinned down because I get so mad and I don’t feel like I’m normal I don’t know what to do anymore though. I feel like I have an illness or something
You guys are incredible. I don’t think you understand how much it means to me to even got 1 note or 10 notes the thought that somebody saw my post and liked it is just wow, Id say my blog or whatever it is called attracts a lot of attention idk how or why but it feels so nice knowing someone out there in this world maybe from the uk like me or maybe from a million miles away in say India Idek but it’s literally the best feeling in the world because I don’t have many friends and the ones that Ido have dont really care about me as much as they do their other friends if I told them I was depressed or sad or frustrated they wouldn’t believe me so I tell you guys via posts and you like it and hopefully relate.
sorry my hormones are fucked up rn and I’m an emotional wreck